to much
can i handle the pressure?
can i swallow it all, and try to be better?
YES i can, i sure try.
i so want to be the player they want me to be, i know i can be. but i allways try harder and harder, nothing happens. I'm tired. I fight everyday to become that player, every single day! i can't be my best all the time, i'm a fucking normal human, like everybody else, sometimes i get sick, sometimes i'm exhausted.
when that happens, i hear sighs or looks in my back. that do not help me to try my best, that just make me sad and angry at my self, and if i thinks that way i'm never going to be better.
i love the team, but sometimes they don't think before they talk. if they have a problem just fucking say it and stop
pick on everybody else. It is not just me, it's almost half of the team who thinks this way.
can i swallow it all, and try to be better?
YES i can, i sure try.
i so want to be the player they want me to be, i know i can be. but i allways try harder and harder, nothing happens. I'm tired. I fight everyday to become that player, every single day! i can't be my best all the time, i'm a fucking normal human, like everybody else, sometimes i get sick, sometimes i'm exhausted.
when that happens, i hear sighs or looks in my back. that do not help me to try my best, that just make me sad and angry at my self, and if i thinks that way i'm never going to be better.
i love the team, but sometimes they don't think before they talk. if they have a problem just fucking say it and stop
pick on everybody else. It is not just me, it's almost half of the team who thinks this way.
