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i'm sorry. I had no idea, the only words i could say are - i'm sorry that I have caused you so much pain, i'm sorry for my blindness, i'm sorry. I'm going to try to help you move on, that  is the least i could do. Actually, i don't know you anymore.I haven't talked to you for years,  and now this. I'm not going to lie, it really took me by surprise. Actually i don't know how to deal with this.. well, everything is going to be alright. You said that i shouldn't feel sorry for you, but i do. I'm sorry