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 I have to find my spirit again. Today i've tried to study history all day, but i don't have any motivation at all. My head just goes blank... i've watched tv and watched series all day. What is wrong with me?! I know that i really have to put my mind into this and still i can't get it together.

I have been looking into my futur today as well. I have a goal, but i have to do this perfectly until then. I can't jump in time, the time jumps fast enough.

Soo .. i've also been talking english all day..obvious? .. don't ask why.. i just do that from time to time.. i know, i'm weird but who isn't ;).

NOW - i have to study until my brain shuts down... and i hope i have time to go to the gym.. but probably not.